Weird, yes?

I don’t know how to start telling you what I want to tell. Let’s just start with this, did you ever had a day or even just a moment when you feel like everything’s not right? Like the whole world is suddenly against you? I feel that right now. First things first, I do not have a “kagalit”, I am not referring to anybody and it’s definitely not my red day, something’s just not right today. I also do not have any particular problems or concerns (except for the never ending school works and training) but I am not happy with how things are. I cannot pinpoint what makes me feel this way and I am desperately hoping for answers. Life is really complicated. Even without love in it which makes it more complicated sometimes. Which reminds me, Sir Gabs made us take a mouse test today (technically yesterday) and according to it I love talking about the past. I am not sure about that but some of my friends agree with that. A long ride home is a perfect way to reflect on some things, that’s why during my trip I thought about the unknown and known things that are bothering me lately. I did thought about a lot of things. Maybe, I do love to talk about the past which explains why I love history. But that’s just it, I love talking about the subject history but not my past. The truth is, I only talk about it when the situation calls. Yeah, maybe I’m still stuck there in our village park last summer 2010 where it all happened. Where my fantasy and reality had collided and shattered at the same time. You see the mere memory of you still affects me. And I don’t even know how and why the hell am I talking about you right now. When will this nonsense end anyway? I’m too tired (both P and E) to figure out anything right now.