February 2012
4 posts
2 tags
Five will always be my favorite number.
Took me a month to realize how I have been tricking myself and everyone around me into believing that I really left everything behind. There is just that thing about you, that even I cannot explain, that just keeps me hanging on. I am aware that I am “fighting” for a lost cause and I do not know when will all this be over. You are like a nightmare that keeps haunting me, the only...
2 tags
1 tag
Definitely made me smile. All the bruises and... →
January 2012
14 posts
1 tag
Bruised. Tired. Sick. Body pains. Cold. Headache. Sleepless.
That’s me for the past few weeks. I miss my old life, the one wherein I control my time and I don’t have these pains that I endure for every single day. If not for the people surrounding me, I can see myself losing the desire to continue this.
1 tag
4 tags
It’s one of those days when I feel like extending cheerleading for good. The after training McDo night sessions are always the best. Non stop dares, food, laughs, and just talking with my pep mates took all the tiredness I felt from training. It’s a month before our most awaited competition, the pressures really on us. Hope our efforts won’t result to nothing.
Never been this tired before. I can’t live my entire college life like this anymore. Konting tiis nalang.
3 tags
4 tags
Overwhelmed. Because for the first time for quite a long time I am happy, genuinely happy in all aspects of my life. Is it normal to be a little scared of what might happen if this has a catch? Still, I am willing to grab the chance and just see where it goes.
Midterm exams week for us Kulasas and it was definitely not a walk in the park juggling between training and studying. Hope I’ll get...
2 tags
We are so much alike in almost every possible way that I somehow felt so comfortable around you even if it’s the first time we met. I hope I am not spoiling this “phenomenon” by being nonsense, naive and a nutcase.
1 tag
3 tags
Kupal, in different ways
1. Kupal; the most common and simple
2. Lapuk; when you read it backwards
3. Pukla; if you want to be a little discreet
4. Alkup; totally made up by us
Sorry for this, uhm, inappropriate (?) post, it’s just that today’s the last day of my Christmas break and I am dreading for an extension. :P
4 tags
2 tags
2 tags
December 2011
20 posts
1 tag
1 tag
Yesterday. Got my right rib kicked. Cannot breath for like 15 seconds. Tears went rushing down my face. They said I looked terrible, like I was about to pass out. That was some intense training we had back there, almost everyone got hurt/injured in one way or another. The worst is Jobelle’s broken wrist, I swear her hands look like Harry Potter’s when he got injured during a Quidditch...
3 tags
Did you ever feel like you’re about to die? No, I am not being suicidal. I just literally felt it, somehow. Today we had our aquatic training, and yes we did liftings in the pool, hence, my sunburn. So after a 10-minute jog/sprint in bikinis, mind you, and a whole lot of crazy endurance challenges (including 30 reps of squat thrusts ☹) I saw light everywhere. Just like a picture that is...
1 tag
Before the day ends, →
I feel you…
stellartrish:
I would like to greet you a Merry Christmas. I know I did not send you anything and I did that on purpose because I figured that you wouldn’t really appreciate it. I’ve been trying to make myself not visible to you so I wouldn’t cause you any disappointment since I think you really hate it whenever I make a move to talk and reconnect with you. Um. I miss you....
1 tag
I don’t understand why I suddenly adore...
1 tag
1 tag
Please don't judge with the words I'm gonna use.
Thought this day was “normal”. Me just chilling at home, watching Despicable Me. But then I saw something. And *poof* PUTANGINA. Ayoko na. This day came way sooner than I thought. I always knew that it will happen. But not at this time. And for the first time I know there is nothing that I can do but grieve silently. I admit, I accepted defeat a long time ago. But this last blow is...
“Ikaw na natatangi at nag-iisa. Ikaw pa rin talaga.”
– Marianne de los Santos, Among Revealed Thoughts
1 tag
3 tags
Just felt like posting something. Christmas break is a little late for us Kulasas but I’m really looking forward to our after Peace Camp party. Today the squad met our new and official coach for the upcoming WNCAA CC, and she was way cool to not be mentioned here. I am currently immersed in the book “The Amityville Horror”, been reading it since last night and it is real scary. I...
WHY SO SERIOUS?: WARNING! MODUS OPERANDI ALONG... →
carlcinogenic:
FX going to Buendia with lots of rosaries hanging from the rear-view mirror and a statue of the Virgin Mary on a radio not fully embedded into the dashboard, with the FX being roomy, with just a few passengers on board.
You’re gonna find the FX with not many passengers in it. Then they’re gonna…
1 tag
November 2011
19 posts
1 tag
“Well, who needs an army if you have an arm?”
– Sarah to Oliver
2 tags
Thoughts in the Dark
I don’t know how to start telling you what I want to tell. Let’s just start with this, did you ever had a day or even just a moment when you feel like everything’s not right? Like the whole world is suddenly against you? I feel that right now. First things first, I do not have a “kagalit”, I am not referring to anybody and it’s definitely not my red day,...
1 tag
Toothless over Pacquiao
Today, while everyone is buzzing about the controversial fight between Pacquiao and Marquez I was crying — crying because Toothless almost died. Toothless is a dragon from the movie “How To Train Your Dragon”. I don’t know why but two people punching each other doesn’t excite me. I don’t get the hype either, but I’m glad that Pacman won. If you haven’t...
2 tags
